The world and I

Hi there.
It's been a while since I last posted. Started Uni now and I love it! Very busy! Such a nice change to get out of crappy Sunderland. Newcastle is such a better place to be. I can't help feel trapped at the moment. I've been getting increasingly unhappy about living here and about everything in general really. It isn't like I have anything bad happening in my life either, no major problems or anything to stress me out.
Well maybe one thing. My parents have gone travelling for a month and I'm stuck in the house with my two elder brothers. The youngest I get on great with but the eldest I just don't at all. He drives me crazy. And the lack of respect for the house and the tidiness from them both is making me go insane. I can only feel guilt knowing my Mother has probably felt like this the majority of the time because to be fair we don't contribute hardly anything to the house. Things will definitely change when they come back.
But refering back to the point, I shouldn't be feeling like this, i mean it's hardly like I have any real problems to deal with.
The past few weeks I have just become so angry and irritable more than normal! The slightest thing happens and I just flip. Yeah, maybe its that time of the month but I am never like I am now.
The beginning of September I seemed like a different person...I just feel sad now.

I just think of Summer next year and I can't help smile though I plan to go travelling for 3/4 month in Europe or Australia. It is something I've dreamt of doing and I'm going to just grab the opportunity!
I guess life is that rollercoaster everyone talks about, hopefully there will be high times just around the corner!

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Thats it!
Summer is officially over I can not believe how quickly it has flew by. Unbelievable!
I have been left with some wonderful memories though
Leeds Festival 2008 was absolutely amazing! 2 weeks ago I will have been sitting around the camp site with all my friends drinking and having laughs in the sun! Aww and Dubai was fantastic. At least I can say I have been to one of the great wonders of the world this year. Awesome!Aww I miss it so so much I get such a terrible case of the Summer blues.

On a love life matter I met a guy who I had liked for a long time at Leeds. For years we have known each other but he always had a girlfriend in the past so that was a definite 'no go' area! And from then I hadn't seen him for months and months. Then by chance he and his friends camped right besides us as Leeds! What are the chances! It was just bizarre! But we had a great time. Always up for a laugh and is the life and soul who brings the spark and charisma to any day! We spent a lot of time together and I've seen him a couple of times back home since we got back. But he goes to a different uni away from me so you know it just wouldn't work out. And to be honest I don't want any commitments or complexities right now.
I'm off to uni taking a new path in my life and it's bloody exciting haha. I think we will just be really good friends who visit each other now and again. And i'm certain there will be tons of great memoirs to come woop!

Anyhow I am already planning Summer 2009 haha. I'm off to travel! I have started to save already because I want to go to loads of festivals and then spend most of my summer working in Ibiza with my friends. Something I've always wanted to do. Was meant to happen this year but plans fell apart so I am even more determined to persue the dream! Wonderful!

Well have a great Autumn everyone!
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I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 VERY SOUND B'S!

I am so proud of myself right now. After failing my AS levels 2 years ago I would just like to say a big SCREW YOU to everyone who didn't have faith in me achieving excellent grades because i was once a failure. Proved you all wrong muwhahahaha. And I shall carry on doing so!
Honestly though, anyone reading this who is resitting exams again, just have faith in yourself and work your absolute socks off because you CAN achieve it! BE POSITIVE! DO NOT BE FAZED!

Ahh man though I'm going to have a very emotional goodbye to my best friend Rachael soon. She is moving to York university and is like the sister I never had! Best stock up on the tissues!

As for now I am going to college to tell the world my grades and pick up the envelope with them in. Then I plan to buy my tent for Leeds festival (which is next week, nothing but organisation from me...) then continue the day with alcohol fueld celebrations! Awwwww The student life I LOVE IT!

TCHUS!
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God the frustration!
For some reason when trying to log onto this site through my laptop it just refuses to work and keeps sending me to the log in page. Tres annoying! I must find the source of the problemo.

Well not a great deal has been happening at the moment. I went out on monday night and had a blast! I met this guy who I've had previous kissings with but the next day I was gobsmacked. I was browsing on facebook and just so happened to come across his profile and to my absolute shock he was .........'in a relationship!' THE SLEAZE!
Luckily all that happened was kissing but bloody hell there would be no way I would have gone there if I knew he was taken. What a rat. I feel sorry for his poor girlfriend! Mind you these situations usually come round on the girl rather than the guy so I hope I don't have a group of ranting women coming after me eeek! What a player though, I hope he gets his comeupence.
Work the next day was horrendous. I got in at 04:30 and was at work for 09:30-17:30. THEN I had work at the pub for 8-12! I have never slept so deeply after that painful day...

I have also ordered a Digital SLR Camera It's coming on monday oooo can't wait!

I am so bored today its unreal. I think I may even tidy my room the boredom is that immense. Not even out tonight because I'm off to Whitby with the parents tomorrow really early(family day out haha, bless). I havn't been out with the rents in probaby years like this. I hope there are shops and nice restaurants kicking about there.

Well I am off to lead a fully packed day!
Actually i might go out tonight....I dunno...what do you think? I just get so fricking bored in thehouse!
Hmmmmmmmmmmm!
Dunnaa
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So my friend and I went to the Local this evening for a quiet few (lemonades for me as I'm still on the meds, boooo!) then absolute hell breaks loose!
This gorgeous bloke who was absolutely monged beyond belief ended up in a massive brawl outside with some other people. About 10 police cars came, then an ambulance about 30 minutes later. There was these 2 guys flat out on the grass unable to move. Crikey it was bad man!
However the gorgeous guy who got in the fight, somehow his t-shirt was removed through all of this so we got a beautiful eyeful of his immaculate body mm! Shame he was a violent drunk though that definitely put us off.
Oh and it was all over a kebab or something...worthy cause ey!
Just for the record I do not hang around roudy bars with daily fights haha. Though it was very entertaining.

Ooo I have exciting news! I have ordered a laptop! I can not wait for it to come, it's like Christmas came early
Bad news is I have work all day tomorrow and tuesday in the boutique. Luckily it will just be me in on tuesday because I'm going out on monday night and I will be very veryyyy hungover blah. Nothing but professionalism.

Well I'm off to have some tea and toast.

Note: I must start making proper meals not just living on loaves of bread and crisps and cups of tea.

Ciao for now, I'm sure I will have some drunken antics to inform the world about on Tuesday!

Buenos Noches,
xx

My anti-biotics are working a treat! I no longer have to suffer crucifying pain just to swallow a crumb. I am amazed though, penicillin is truely a god sent
However I can't drink alcohol for a week which just sucks beyond belief. I'm going out on monday night with the girls and I've vowed to drink only Red Bull (Ha!), this may pose difficult. Anyway I'm sure it doesn't cancel out the dose it just make you feel like complete crap in the morning so that wouldn't make any difference from a normal morning after. Shall be nice an fresh for work at 9 the next day ey!

Note to self: Do not meet any handsome men until anti-biotics have finished, you may just spread your lurgy and cause an epidemic

Oh the rents came home from their holidays today. I cleaned the whole house so well I could give Mary Poppins herself a run for her money! Mother bought me this BEAUTIFUL coat too, oh I have fell in love with it mmm.

Oh you know I swear I'm losing my memory. The other day I totally forgot to meet my friend for lunch (which is very unlike me!) and today I was meant to go into work to speak with the boss and I forgot about that aswell! I felt awful. Couldn't apologise enough. So tomorrow I am going to buy another diary (because I lost the other one) and set alarms on my phone in a bid to save my memoirs! I personally blame alcohol....all this binge drinking has caught up.

I just went in for an emergency appointment at the doctors today to find out I have tonsillitis! The pain is terrible, not as painful as the mumps though, nothing could ever compare!
Got to take my meds so I'll be drugged up to my eye balls for a week, nightmare. Although on the plus side, I don't have to go into work this evening So there are some pros!

Got no sleep last night because of these bloody tonsils. Kept squirming about and getting too hot and having a drink of water but it hurts to swallow. Ugh! Bring on good health any day!

However, the rents are back tomorrow so I have to do the clean up operation of the house before they arrive back. Eeek! Where do I start? I totally can not be bothered beyond belief. Times like these you need a maid! Well lazy times like these.
I best go and attempt Operation-Clean-up!

Aha!
Finally realised how to blog!
This is all very new to me but I just decided since im going to uni to do journalism it seems like a valid thing to do.

I've just joined a model Agency in London so things are looking very good! We shall see what happens though, i'm not expecting anything big to happen. My degree is my main focus too, so it will always come first before anything! Even men ha...but that's another story!
Ooo it's all very exciting. I feel like i'm going onto the next chapter of my life and I can't bloody wait woo!

I got back from Dubai just over a week ago. That place is incredible. It's like another world, like nowhere I have ever been before. So much to do! I went on the go-karts though and ended up injuring myself...like every year on holiday! I'm sure it is inevitable that you will gain and injury on holiday. But anyway I am fine now, stopped hobbling ha.
You would not believe the price of cigarettes there too. 200 Marlboro lights for £7.00! I nearly keeled over in the duty-free with shock. However I am still contributing to my naughty habit (which I plan to stop after the summer), but you feel obliged to smoke when they are that cheap! Only a few boxes left...i might quit early...hmm.

Anyway I must dash the parents are away and I need to attempt to clean the house in some shape or form otherwise there will be hell to pay!
Ciao for now,
oo my 1st blog
Lisa
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